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Ya ALLAH,
Aku tahu diri ini bila - bila masa sahaja akan melupakan dirimu,
Tidak kira susah atau senang,
Aku tahu diri ini terlalu ingin perhatian manusia dan dunia,
Terutamanya ketika terasa diri ini berada di puncak,
Kau pemegang hati, Kau pemegang Nyawa.
Tolong aku Ya ALLAH.
Aku tak mampu memperingatkan diri aku setiap masa,
Aku mahukan pengakhiran yang baik,
Aku takut akan leka.

10 May 2020
17 Ramadhan 1441
4.52 pagi.

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