If you are reading this while having suicidal thoughts. Read my story. Not trying to be a hero, just wanna help some poor souls. You know what. My life is just great. Full of joy, having enough food, money, having good friends and lives in a peaceful country. Im pursuing my studies and not yet into love relationship. The worst feelings that me and my friends had were just some mental breakdown matter about study and of course family matter. You know, stressful stuff that happen in life (◠‿◕) BUT I never faced such things as suicidal decision among friends, family or anybody that I know. "why the hell I wanna talk about this if I have no experience about it??" Well, Im a humanbeing. I decide to write this after watching a heartbreaking video about suicide shit. I broke into tears and how I wish I was there helping others. I never ask my feelings to react and what I got was a really sad thoughts whenever I think about it. LISTEN. There was a ti...
Ini masanya, Aku letakkan kata -kata dan doa, Bila pahit itu datang, Aku carikan gula untuknya, Sebab hati ini berbolak balik, Aku mulakannya setelah berjujuran air mata ini, Keadaan yang aku sendiri sudah muak dengan kejahilan diri. Kebetulan angka 17 menjadi saksi. Dengarlah Jeritan QALBU ku ini. .